I am 40 weeks today. My
baby was due to say hello on this day, the 20
th November, alas he wants to arrive fashionably late, like his mother
Grrr.
I am becoming a nervous wreck not knowing when he is going to arrive,
especially since it
appeared to everyone he was going to come early [His head has been engaged from 31 weeks, ow].
The
tenuous sporadic early labour signs throw me into a belief he is coming that day/night I am finding it hard to ignore my body as I keep
analysing it.
Also as the day gets closer I have had a few hormonal doubting moments, sort of like muted prolonged panic attacks, wondering if I have made the right choice, etc.
The thing that makes the wait more annoying, I am mindful that these worries and aliments will
dissipate on his arrival, but thats then I am here, now. Painful, bored, anxious, now...